Falling into Place
Table Of Contents
Dedication
Acknowledgements
Note
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Epilogue
About Sheryn Munir
Other Books from Ylva Publishing
Sign up for our newsletter to hear
about new and upcoming releases.
www.ylva-publishing.com
Dedication
For those in their little corners of the world who quietly push the boundaries from within.
Acknowledgements
CK, ML, LM, SR, and PD, for being my cheerleaders—you know who you are.
Pin, my Goodreads friend, for providing initial feedback.
Lee, for poking holes in early drafts and helping to hammer Falling into Place into a better story.
Astrid and Daniela, for saying yes! And for tapas, pizza, and great conversation in Leipzig.
Note
While most of the places mentioned in this book do exist and the historical events referred to really happened, plenty of things in and around these places and events have been fictionalized. Thus, any attempt to look for historical accuracy will be futile.
Chapter 1
Forget cats and dogs—this was the stuff of elephants and hippos. The rain was coming down in sheets now, much faster than the drains could siphon off to mysterious depths. Sameen huddled under the bus stop shelter, cursing her luck for having worn her new white churidar today; the dress’s lower half looked neither new nor white any more. She knew from her previous monsoons in Delhi that the drains would soon pack it in and the water level would start to rise. She hoped she would be home by then.
She stabbed at her phone, but the Uber app remained as stuck as it had been fifteen minutes ago. It was still showing no available taxis, not even a damned pool. She was considering rebooting the phone—again—when it vibrated in her hand and she nearly dropped it in alarm. It was Rohan.
“Have you got a cab yet?”
“No, yaar. And it’s still pouring here.”
“Ah, damn it.”
“I’ll be there soon, Ro. Gotta go now. My battery’s dying.”
Poor Rohan—it was his birthday, after all. But her low-battery warning had been on for a while.
Stupid not to charge it in the office, Sameen thought. But she had been so caught up with checking the final proofs of that much-anticipated Loveleen Bing book and tussling with the cover designer on some teeny changes that would make all the difference, that she had completely forgotten. This book could make her career—which Sameen was acutely conscious of—and it had to be perfect. In fact, she’d become a bit obsessed about it.
Sameen gave herself a mental slap. What was wrong with her? It was almost nine o’clock, her boyfriend’s birthday party was on, it was pouring with rain, no autorickshaws were around, and her cab apps had all simultaneously revolted. And here she was, daydreaming about some stupid book, Loveleen Bing or no Loveleen Bing. That said, even if she did manage to get a cab, she doubted she’d get anywhere soon—the traffic had barely moved in the last quarter hour.
Take that white WagonR, 1708—she’d noticed the number because it was today’s date, 17 August. When she’d splashed her way out of her office and taken shelter here, it had been a couple of metres short of the bus stop. Now, it had advanced and was parallel to the bus stop. Bus number 413 had been standing at the T-junction to Sameen’s left, gridlocked by the stream of cars turning at the light. From what Sameen could see, the bus was packed, but if she managed to squeeze herself in, she would at least be going homewards.
I’m not reaching home today, she groaned. She wondered if any of their friends heading towards Rohan’s party would be passing this way.
As she waited for her phone to restart, she turned her attention back to cab 1708 and watched—with mounting resentment—the woman inside. She was typing away on her laptop. She had headphones on too, and if Sameen wasn’t mistaken, she was talking to someone. The light from the screen bathed her face in white-blue light. The woman brushed a strand of hair from her face and frowned in concentration as she nodded and typed. Sameen leaned forward.
Wasn’t that…?
There was a cacophony of horns and a flurry of movement as some secret signal hailed the possibility of progress for the traffic. No time to think. Sameen launched herself off the footpath and ran. Horns blared and tyres screeched, but she paid them no heed. She wrenched open the door of cab 1708 and hurled herself inside.
“What the fuck!” Tara screamed.
“O teri!” the driver yelled. He braked, but since the car was hardly moving, it didn’t really make much difference. The traffic seemed to have stalled again. He switched on the light inside the car.
Tara stared dumbfounded at the drenched woman by her side, who looked just as shocked as she felt. Tara’s handbag was open by her feet and she knew she had a can of deodorant in it. She reached in and thumbed the cap off, readying herself to spray the hell out of this creature. She was not going to be mugged on a crowded main road.
Then the intruder started talking.
“I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to frighten you. Sorry, Driver-ji. It’s just that, it’s raining so hard and I haven’t been able to get any transport and I saw you—we’ve met at the Safal store in Malviya Nagar, don’t you remember? The one opposite the bank? Remember, the other day we both wanted a pack of frozen peas and there was only one left and you said I could have it? I’m really sorry about this, but I saw you and I was desperate and the traffic started moving, and there was nothing else to do but jump into the cab before I could explain anything. I’m so sorry. God, this is so embarrassing, but I would really, really appreciate it if you gave me a lift.”
Tara’s mouth fell open. She let the can of deodorant drop back inside her bag, relieved she hadn’t maced this idiot. She did remember the frozen peas, and she was almost sure she’d seen this crazy fool around. She breathed and gestured to Prem that it was okay. “It’s fine. She lives near my house.”
“I’m so sorry,” the stranger said contritely.
“It’s…fine.” The hammering in her chest was starting to abate. For some reason, the traffic had started to move again. “Where do you want to be dropped off?”
“Anywhere will do.” She rummaged in her bag and produced her wallet. For a moment, Tara thought she was going to offer her money, but she only took out a card and handed it to her. “This was very rude of me, I know. Here’s my card. My name is Sameen Siddiqi. I work in a publishing house. Oh, and here’s something that can prove I’m who I say I am and not some random con artist.” She produced a voter’s ID that she thrust at Tara.
Tara took the card but waved away the ID. In any case, Prem had turned off the interior light and it was too dark to make out details. “It’s okay, I remember you. But you did gi
ve me a heart attack.”
“Sorry.”
“My name is Tara Dixit.”
They shook hands. “What do you do, Tara?”
“I’m a journalist.”
“Oh nice. Must be an interesting job, producing what the rest of the world sees as news.”
“Yeah, it’s fun.”
“What’s your opinion about the Syrian refugee crisis? It’s really heartbreaking, isn’t it, all those people, having to flee? Imagine having to run away, leaving everything you have ever known, your home, your friends, your money, your things. It’s quite disgusting, though, isn’t it, all these world leaders and even news channels calling them migrants? Disgusting.”
“Disgusting,” Tara agreed, though she wasn’t sure what was wrong about news channels calling them migrants. She needn’t have worried about adding intelligent content to the conversation, because Sameen Siddiqi was quite capable of doing all the talking.
“Al Jazeera is the only channel I have some respect for,” she went on. “It is the only one making a distinction.”
Tara decided to tune out as Sameen launched into the politics of refugees versus migrants. Whatever invisible barrier had held up the traffic seemed to have lifted and, within twenty minutes, Prem was turning into Malviya Nagar. Sameen asked to be dropped off at one corner, and, following another round of profuse apologies and thanks, she disappeared down a dark lane.
Tara leaned back into her seat and sighed in relief.
Chapter 2
Tara’s already iffy mood took a further dive the moment she stepped into the house. The hum of the air conditioner welcomed her like a long-lost friend. Otherwise, apart from a rustle of paper, there was silence. Then her mother’s voice came through, low and serious. Before Tara could call out, she spotted her through the open doorway
Tara’s mother sat at their large dining table, papers and notebooks spread all around her. She cradled a phone between her head and shoulder, nodding, making notes on a scrap of paper before her, speaking every now and again.
“Hi, Mama,” Tara called, forcing her voice to remain neutral. Her mother looked up and waved a distracted hello.
Tara dumped her things on the table in the hall and walked through into the living-cum-dining room. Annoyance seared through her. The room was a mess. Dirty dishes were stacked at the other end of the dining table to make space for her mother’s latest project. The jigsaw puzzle Tara had started last evening—a complicated 1,000-piece one of a Casablanca film poster—had been unassembled and the pieces put back into their box. This incensed Tara anew. Even more than the pile of damp washing dumped on the sofa, clearly brought in hurriedly from the rain, or the empty, dirty glass and a half-eaten plate of snacks on the coffee table that had attracted a line of ants. Muddy slipper prints led in from the balcony. The window next to it had not been shut properly and had let the rain in—the sodden curtain hung limply and dripped on top of the wooden cabinet.
“Oh, Mama!” Tara said, running to close the window.
“Tara? You’re back?”
“No, this is a ghost!”
Tara went to her room, wishing she could bang the door like a sixteen-year-old. After a quick shower, she changed with some relief into a pair of shorts and a T-shirt. When she came out, she noticed her computer was on. Moving the mouse to rouse it from sleep, Tara found a spreadsheet maximized on the screen. She didn’t have to look too carefully to know what it was. Clenching her teeth, she quit the file and shut down the computer.
Yes, her mother had her crazy moments, but she was going too far this time. Really.
“Is there anything to eat?” Tara called as she went outside.
Her mother made an incomprehensible sound, busy organizing her papers in front of her into different piles.
The pressure cooker on the kitchen counter was still warm, which Tara took to be a good sign. A blue-checked cloth peeping out from a casserole was even better news. Tara twisted the lid open—parathas would be too much to expect, she supposed. It was. There were just plain old chapatis in there. She wrestled with the pressure-cooker lid, fingers crossed for something interesting. But there was only rice inside.
She poked her head around the dining room door. “Mama, why have you made rice and chapatis but nothing to eat with them?”
“Hmm? Have I?”
Tara went back into the kitchen and, with a lot more violence than necessary, measured out some dal to cook. She shoved the bowl under the sink and let the water run over the pulses as she pulled out a clean pressure cooker and banged it down on the burner. She sliced onions and garlic viciously.
She was still seething by the time she had set the dal to cook. It wasn’t like she expected her mother to wait on her hand and foot, but she was the one who insisted they didn’t need a cook. And it was nine forty-five—she’d been out of the house for over twelve hours.
To make a point—though it was debatable her mother would even notice—Tara went out into the living room and started banging things around as she cleaned up. The phone rang—the landline. It was lying on the table, next to her mother, who answered.
“Hello? Oh, it’s you. Yes, yes, I got the details. He seems perfect.” She paused and glanced at Tara. “No, I haven’t told her yet. She’s just walked in.” Another pause, followed by a laugh. “Yes, so true, so true.”
Tara gritted her teeth. She wished her mother had picked a less annoying obsession this time. She wondered how long this one would last.
“Look who’s back from the wars!”
A loud cheer went up. Sameen brushed sodden hair from her face and waved sheepishly at the modest crowd that was supposed to be the cavalry for Rohan’s thirtieth-birthday bash. The lights had been dimmed and a homemade banner said, “Happy birthday Rohan! Welcome to the 30s!” There were also balloons and streamers. Their living room pulsed with the deep bass from Rohan’s eclectic music collection. A large bowl of chips and a smaller bowl with a dip were being passed around, and everyone had a drink.
“Sameeeeen!” Milind weaved between the cushions set on the floor for people to sit on and came to give her a hug. “Yuck, you’re wet. Are those leaves in your hair?”
“Yeah, I’ve had to walk home while you’ve been warm and dry and eating my food.”
The table groaned under the weight of the goodies Rohan had slaved to produce. He’d cooked for days. That had been no real hardship since he just needed an excuse to hit the kitchen, but the fact that only five people had turned up out of the twelve expected was a bit of a dampener.
“Just give me a moment to get into some dry clothes.” Sameen stopped to give Rohan a peck on the cheek before slipping into the bedroom.
He followed her in. “Sent your book off?” he asked, plopping down on the bed that took up most of the room. She squeezed past him to the cupboard to get out the dress she’d been wanting to wear for this party.
She could tell he was a bit resentful. She didn’t really blame him. “It wasn’t the book. I couldn’t get any transport. I had to gatecrash someone’s cab in the end.”
“What?”
“I’ll tell you later. You get back to your party.”
“Huh, some party.”
As if on cue, the lights went out. Loud groans came from the other room.
“Hang on, people,” Rohan called. A pale blueish light came on as he switched on his phone screen. “Don’t panic. There are some emergency lights somewhere. Ow, sorry, Sid, didn’t see you there.”
By the time Sameen emerged, washed and as suitably dressed and coiffed as she could manage by candlelight, Rohan had managed to get some lights going. His laptop had taken over music duties, and people had started to drift towards the food.
Despite everything, the night was an unexpected success. There were chips and dips and sangria. There was music and dancing, and when the battery on Rohan’s comput
er ran out, there was singing. The emergency lights gave out after a couple of hours and they sat around guttering candles, teasing Rohan about being over the hill and Sameen about hijacking cabs. Fortunately, the evening was quite cool, rare for August, so the absent electricity didn’t seem to bother anyone that much.
Nobody showed any particular inclination to go home, and when things died down towards the early hours of the morning, everyone found sheets, pillows, and corners to stretch out in.
When the house was quiet again, Sameen leaned back in Rohan’s arms and asked, “So how does thirty feel?”
He tilted his head as if he was thinking about it. “A little depressing, but I think it’s going to be all right.”
“Good to know. After all, I’ll be joining you there soon.”
“Mm-hmm,” he said, his voice thick with sleep. “I still can’t believe you hijacked a cab.”
She smacked his chest half-heartedly. “I didn’t hijack it.” She closed her eyes. An image of Tara’s face framed in the car window, the way the light from the computer screen etched shadows on her profile, flashed into her mind. She smiled. Actually, she had hijacked a cab. Sort of.
“Oh shit,” Sameen said.
“Hmm?”
“I never even offered to pay for the cab.”
But Rohan was already asleep.
Chapter 3
Tara resisted the urge to shove the elbow-happy elderly gent into the crate of onions and forced herself to move sedately to the tomatoes section instead. She hated shopping at this time of the morning. She ended up jostling for space with a bunch of oddly aggressive seniors who hadn’t seemed to have grasped the concept of lines or saying “Excuse me”. Of course, she wouldn’t be here at all if not for another not-quite-senior citizen—her mother—who had set out vegetable shopping but had come home with copious amounts of fruit instead.
Finding the counter empty, Tara rushed to have her stuff weighed and billed, wondering if her mother was actually, really losing her mind this time. She glanced at her watch to check if she was running late, then remembered it was her morning off. Maybe she would creep back into bed for another couple of hours. That was the best thing about her job—sometimes she didn’t need to go into office till the afternoon.